You'll never see your children again

This is the saddest part.  since I had to return to prison, and I didn't want to be in the marriage with my second wife anymore she said to me over the phone
"If you're not working on the marriage, you won't see the girls.  If you are, you will"
There was no way I wanted to be in that marriage one more second. She was basically like a Warden herself.  I know she was trying to help keep me safe and make the right decisions but I felt like a caged animal.  It wouldn't have worked.

So, i chose to try and stay in contact with her and the girls, but usually when I'd phone we'd end up in fights and I'd not call for a while because I couldn't stand it. 

The following are some emails and things we've sent back and forth...